Wednesday, 18 March 2009

It's still the same.

I just don't understand. What is wrong in loving someone that much? I really just don't understand one bit of it. All I want to have is, having someone who loves me as much as I loved him. But it ain't coming true at all. All I got was heartache, heartache and more heartache. And all I can do is just to scribble his name everywhere that I can see. Sighs.

I just really hate it. I've totally lost hope in my life.

Tuesday, 17 March 2009

Sick. ):

I'm so totally god damned sick. But I just couldn't make out what illness I'm suffering from! Is it a tummy upset? Or a flu? Or what, I really don't know! And the more you guys console me, the more I really feel like crying! ): No one understands how I feel now.

I need a long long long long long sleep, forever.

Sunday, 15 March 2009


Does crying helps? If yes, I would cry a sea for him. ): He don't understands how important he is in my heart.

Overall: My heart aches.

Saturday, 7 March 2009


Gosh, I guess I couldn't find anymore things to update or to interest me anymore. I'm just so god damn tired of everything. ): Well anyway, my friend just opened a blogshop. Hopefully you guys will give her your support ya? :D